Beginning : An Unimaginable Story 

What is the thing that made us to stand where we are ,let us to do what we do,forced to think what we think ,bind us in the realtions in what we are ,just everything that surrounds us or that is coming in the coming future like  folded envelope hoping that it is full of happiness,best reults ,your dreams .I think a lot about such things ,and at the end just come to a small conclusion "You are what you made yourself with pushes from yourself and your  surroundings ". 

We are having so many things in the world ,can say a lot ,a lot.....just countless....

What if everything is attached with the same string with its strands connecting everthing that you can count on  your finger tips right now. Ok let me make myself understand this circle.What we are trying to think was not designed to be thought by us and then also we are pushing it to understand thus disturbing the natural flowof the things that they should be and thus they are getting in an unordered manner.We just switch to ourself and think just let makes a new start but what thats not true we are just absolutely taking up an instant and tus pointing out that this is my start,which turns out to be false at certain point of life.In this way it seems to be no end and also no beginning just a circle,  and the misery of this that we continue it without even knowing it where to start it and where to end.We just choose an optimal time for us as a starting point and just whistle "This is my starting".But it if really it is??